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Do I want to have another what?! Baby? Umm That would be a negative result on the NO test. Thank you. Don't get me wrong, I do love my babies and I love motherhood BUT shop is closed honey. My womb is thoroughly satisfied. I do not hear it calling out to me when a pregnant woman walks by and it is sure not tugging at me when my own child is screaming and hollering.

Inquiring minds always want to know and with good intentions I am sure, however,  I will say for the rest of this year and forever...NO! Now if I look back at this post years later with a 3rd baby on the way, I will slap myself then and love my baby later. The goal is to not have anymore. I don't even wanna go half on one because the stakes are too high. Lol! I can't think of any other ways to convey my true desire not to have another baby.

I am very happy with my 2 beautiful boys. They add so much joy to my life. I am also happy with getting my body back and not having to share it anymore. I would like to shed this baby weight please. I still had baby weight from my first when I got pregnant with my second. So I have to do double the work. Shoot, if I add a third baby, I'm just gonna have to be fat because I would give up. Give me my snack back and forget the Snap Back! I would be lying if I said I admire the mothers who just seem to "snap back." I'm looking at all these pictures and reading articles and rolling my eyes. Ugh! I want to see the struggle! I want to see you reach for that snack you shouldn't have or that burger and actually eat it, cry and get back up and work it on out. I know that's what you go through, I just want to see. Because I will go strong on the fit curve for a good 3 weeks and then I give in and I am defeated it seems. How can I get passed that? That's what I want to see. For the record, I am secretly admiring you fit moms. 😩😩

Anyway, I got off on a tangent there. No more babies which automatically means no, I don't want to try for a girl. Okay? No girls for me. I know how I am when I am on my period and I don't want to have to deal with that twice. Girls are a whole other lane that Jehovah God knew I could not bear. Lol! I'm all the way good. I know my boys will give me their own share of trouble but boys are a little easier to manage. The end. Point. Blank. and the PERIOD.

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