So Emotional

I am all over the place this week. My emotions are running wild and my eating is out of control! No I'm not preggers, I'm just trying to put up with a visitor (ya'll know what I'm talking about). I wish I could take a vaca with myself during these times because I hate being around people. I can be mean. The men of my house experience my wrath more than anyone else.
My poor Desi was so mad with me today because I was so impatient with him. He said, "tell my daddy on You! I told him to go on and tell his daddy. He just seems to pull on that nerve a little more around this time.
Not only do I have to deal with a visitor today, I have to deal with allergies! My eyes are swollen, I can't breathe and I feel like if I sneeze one more time I'm gonna scream. With all of that being said, my poor baby didn't really have fun with mommy today. We fussed at each other all night. I felt like I wanted to cry because all I wanted was a little break and I couldn't have it because my hubby was working late today. I wanted to throw myself on the floor and yell and kick and scream!

He didn't want to sleep in his bed tonight, so guess who's in the bed with me? Desmond! I didn't feel like doing the extra work tonight. Just before he fell asleep, I apologized to him for being impatient and I told him that I loved him. He smiled and he said, "I love you too Mommy." He,then, looked at me and said, "You my beff fren mommy! I was so surprised that he even knew to use the word. I said, "Mommy's your best friend?" Desi nodded and said it again. I felt so honored! In that moment we forgot about our little disagreement and we just smiled at each other as we exchanged verbal "I  love yous."
Now he is knocked out and I am headed down that road too.

I'm my son's beff fren! What a wonderful way to end a not so good night!!!

Night night