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Why Weight?

I am sick and tired of this weight issue of mine!!! Since having Desi, I have been feeling so sick. Severe fatigue (to point I have to, literally, crawl up the stairs), dizziness, nausea, pain in my joints. So I finally went to my primary doc who, in turn, had me go to some specialists. Long story short, blood work and everything has come out fine, but the basic issue is that I am FAT! LOL! I mean that's basically what the docs were saying to me. "Yes, all looks fine. The real problem is that you're FAT!" That's all I heard at these past doc appointments.

I gained so much weight when I was preggers with Desi (like 40+ lbs). I didn't eat anything crazy. I just wanted full meals at each sitting (including snacks) and I didn't stay active. I am paying for it now. My weight is weighing me down. I MUST get these pounds off so I can start feeling better. I have to lose 50lbs! I know I can do it, it's just not going to happen overnight. I have to stay focused because by summer of 2013 I want to be 50lbs lighter. I will keep the motherhood updated on my workout regimens, food intake, etc. I am determined. Once my mind is set, I take off. Here's to being 50lbs lighter in 2013!

Night Night!


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